Esther was experiencing ear pain and dizziness again. It had been happening on and off for years along with other health issues which included excruciating stomach pain that went misdiagnosed for years as well as a racing heart that left her unable to function. She described how she felt as being scared to death.
When we asked God to reveal the source, He showed us an image of Esther as a baby in the womb. Esther relayed the circumstances her mother told her regarding the beginning of her life. When Esther’s father found out her mother was pregnant with her, he poisoned her with the intent of killing her baby. Esther just barely survived– weighing very little at birth and was almost killed again when a doctor turned off the incubator that was keeping her alive.
Esther forgave her father, and God freed her from deep rejection, fear, isolation, separation, hopelessness, banishment, death and destruction just to name a few. She could see Jesus ripping them out by the roots. Esther renounce the lies that she deserved to be sick and didn’t deserve to live.
When she asked Jesus for the truth, she said, “Jesus just told me that I’m a sunbeam!” She saw herself as a ray of light coming from the sun.
When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” John 8:12
You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven. Matthew 5:14-16
This story is true and was posted with permission. The names were changed to ensure privacy.
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